The Rock that is Higher than I

When I was a girl, we sang a hymn whose chorus was based on Psalm 61:3, where David pleads with God to "Lead me to the rock that is higher than I."  I've been thinking about that, wondering what David means by asking to be led to a rock that's higher than he is.

     Standing next to such a high rock would give him security.

     Scaling such a high rock would give him a challenge.

     Viewing the landscape from such a high rock would give him perspective.

     Hiding behind such a high rock would give him protection.

No matter which purpose David has in mind, only a huge rock will do.  And the hugeness of that rock isn't measured in spans or cubits, but instead is measured relative to the size of David himself. He wants, he desires a rock that will dwarf him.

I want the same thing - a gigantic "rock."  I don't need one that I can carry around, or one that I can ignore.  Deep down inside, I am looking for the security, challenge, perspective, and protection that I cannot offer myself.  As God makes Himself real in my life, He brings me people and experiences and tasks that are bigger than I am, and that is good.  


My earthly desire is to be in charge, to be the best, to win, and certainly I can do pretty well at some things.  But in my innermost heart, my contentment is found not by winning, but by being won.  Not by conquering, but instead by being overwhelmed by the tangible evidence of a God who leads me to a Rock that (oh, what relief!) is higher than I.

Psalm 61 (English Standard Version)

To the choirmaster: with stringed instruments. Of David.

Hear my cry, O God, listen to my prayer;
from the end of the earth I call to you when my heart is faint.
Lead me to the rock that is higher than I,
for you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the enemy.
Let me dwell in your tent forever!
Let me take refuge under the shelter of your wings!   Selah


For you, O God, have heard my vows;
you have given me the heritage of those who fear your name.
Prolong the life of the king; may his years endure to all generations!
May he be enthroned forever before God; appoint steadfast love and faithfulness to watch over him!
So will I ever sing praises to your name as I perform my vows day after day.